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For one of the first times in my miserable life. I'm happy. even though just as much is being screwed up.
I'm going through with going to America with John. I feel that it is right, both of us have had lives full of abuse and neglect and finally we are learning to put that right and learn from the past to create a loving home enviroment.
He keeps me busy, so I don't eat hardly at all as much as I used to. usually when I'm bored or upset i just cram as much calories as i can into myself then hate myself for it after. Ive stopped that, and actually tbh I'm probably eating an unhealthy amount because I would rather talk to him about his day than eat.
I've lost 14lbs, a whole stone! in like 2 weeks.
part of that is also to blame on my tongue piercing which i had done about 4 days ago which has made it so that its nearly impossible to eat, unless its yogurt and that still hurts.
one thing though about this piercing is that i think its making the gums on the back of my lower front teeth reseed (however its spelt) it just feels weird and one of my teeth is slightly wobbly...
well anyway, John is a man of his word and honour and I don't doubt him at all, I will be staying with him at fort hood barracks killeen texas and the only problems we may have is my age, he doesnt care what society thinks but i do sometimes, i mean in england things would be so much easier, i mean for one the legal age for sex is 16 but 18 over there and I will be 17.
people keep asking about how am I going to be able to live there? with visas and stuff, well heres the cool bit but it costs i guess. we are getting a return ticket to america so i then recieve a 6 month visitor visa, i will be 18 in 9 months in june when i move over... when the 6 month visa has run out i will go to england (visit family and friends etc..) the come back, (if you get a return ticket as the right point in the year it costs about £300) that will then give me another 6 months which in those 6 months i turn 18, I can get married (we have talked this through btw) and then i get to stay :)
so yeah there you go
xox
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Posted by krystal_child on 2008-09-23 06:16:26 | Rating: | Views: 44
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