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so the last few days ive been abit of a rebel,
i left the house with the gas turned on and nearly killed everyone in myhouse, thats how careless i am at the moment.
my eating is still shit and now that im doing work experience at a primary school, everyone of my actions is monitored, so i cant really fast atm.
which sucks since, every ana has their "ritual" and well mine is to either pull my food apart and eat each part seperately or now if i eat something bad i cut myself.
BAD choice.
1. Im working at a primary school so that means pulling up your sleeves alot to do messy work (ive covered it with a sweat band but they may ask me to take it off)
2. I ahve a boyfriend so whenever we do anything which may involve taking our clothes off, he's gonna see.
I've been told that if i do it, to do it on my ankles cause thats the least noticeable place to do it. but on the arms is so much more convieniant.
ive done it further up the forearm so people wont see it if i just show my wrists, but it still means i cant wear short sleeves tops anymore unless i wear a jacket, well i suppose that now its winter people wont get suspicious as much, but still. If i dont eat then i wont have to do it will i?
anyways laters
xxx
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Posted by krystal_child on 2007-10-01 00:10:59 | Rating: | Views: 142
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you are very pretty, you could eat right and you really dont need to cut yourself, write me back
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Posted by RockIslandSlim
on 2007-10-02 01:52:35
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