so im done w/ all my packing. the only thing i need to remember to take tomorrow morning are my makeup, toothbrush, and the remainder of my shoes. im glad that ive been abiding by my totally anal to-do list!

im craving the fruit tart from la madeline. im going there tomorrow for lunch, yay!

to sum up my late night thoughts, lets just say im really anxious. maybe a little stressed out, but mostly anxious. tomorrow im making my almost 4 hours drive back to school. i checked my schedule a little while ago, so i can kind of getting my mind mentally prepared for classes again. the only motivating factor on my brain is the thought of graduating w/ my degrees! other than that, i kinda dont wanna budge. its been great being home, and i love knowing that i feel safe and taken care of by my parents. a part me feels like i shouldnt be feeling anxious and stressed bc ive been on my own before, like the first 3 years of college. then, another part of me feels like i should be feeling this way bc ive got yet another tough year ahead of me. i feel like im too old to be feeling attached to my parents, but just the way ive always been. my parents have been more than supportive, and theyve always been there through every experience...college related or not. ever since i was little, my parents treated me like they were my number 1 fan and i was the princess. 'till this very day, i truly believe i still am a princess (as ridiculous as that sounds) and my parents have always made sure i have everything i needed, or claim to have needed lol. maybe its time for the weening process to begin...but i still feel attached. even as im preparing to leave to go back for my last year, my daddy took me out today to make sure i had the shelves i wanted for my room, my mom packed some home cooked stuff, and even took me to the asian market for other things i needed. they took me to walmart so that i could stock up w/ bathroom items and toilettries, and then went to sam's for the rest of my items on my "want" list. i am truly blessed to have the parents i have, and i wouldnt trade them in for anything else in this world. i cant wait until i finish school and get a real job that pays real money. im going to make sure my parents can stop working and not lift a finger, and my brother and i will support them and spoil them all sorts of goodies. oh, and as much as my friends tease me about being attached to my parents...its all good--i dont mind if im the only college student who actually loves to visit home, and want the parents to visit from time to time LOL. no, i dont feel spoiled; i feel blessed. 

i recently got a bug bite on my foot very close to my ankle. first of all, its not attractive to look at; second of all, it itches...and the more i scratch it, the puffier it looks--im trying to not scratch it. the thing is, when u just glance at my foot it doesnt even look like i have a bite...no discoloration, no bump, no nothing. but the slightest touch will trigger the itchiness, i hate it! BOO.

the landlord lady and one of my roomies get along well. thats good bc i dont get along w/ my landlord lady, and we have a difficult time communicating bc it seems as though we dont like each other. it all started w/ her bad attitude, and then maybe i made the fire start after i threw some attitude back. after the fire was ignited, it was pretty much harder and harder to communicate w/ her about repairs or anything that was apt related. after that, the rest of the girls and i agreed that landlord lady and i will just not be getting along. im glad at least she likes one of us. 

i feel like im having blackhead issues. my skin itself is fine, but ive done everything  to clear the blackheads...its just not happening. my next idea is to do this baking soda treatment that i have heard about. im just scared bc my skin is sensitive and i dunno how my skin will react. i feel like baking soda is a really strong item to put directly on my skin. my nose has fallen victim to my damn blackheads, so i guess i'll try a little blob out before really slathering it on my entire nose. i really hope it works. damn.