what could you say,

if I told you my body was so broken,

becuase my uncle kept me scared,

the facts left unspoken.

what could you say

If I fell into depression

became bulimic or anorexic

becuase of my body's inperfections?

what would you say

If i had tears come to my eyes?

becuase I couldn't take all the hurt

becuase he told me so many lies.

What would you say

if everyday I wrote a list

of everything that doesn't exsist.

would would you say

if now, no longer did I care about the physical pain,

when its nothing compared to the shit

that made me go insane

what would you say

If all my watercolors turned to black,

if all that I said came to an end?

because you wouldn't take me back.

Broken promises

don't you know

my broken heart just has no more use.