Sympathetic to see how my heart has been strangled and hung

in a freezing cold room left to suffer

Feeling an absence in my misery

Three d's

desperation, devastation and finally denial.

pill after pill

opening restless eyes to emptiness

I'm distracted by what was unreal

leaving me no choice but to vomit away this pain

the ending to pesimistic thoughts
STOP COURTNEY
stop thinking your life is over
trying to escape my depression
so I can continue breathing
to regain my strength to stand again.