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Tears can run down your face a million times before you know that your heart has been broken. You can hold feelings back for years, without ever letting know that you'd been hurt. You can have secrets that no one knows. And feelings that don't show. But you can't go one day without thinking that you regret something. You can stay up for hours, staring at a wall, just worrying about all the things that could go wrong next. You have no lungs to breath. It hurts to know that you can care for someone so much, but then have your heart strangled by a rope. Just so you know when your sad. You run away from all of the crying, so then you won't get hurt. For the only thing that you have to be here for, is yourself. And when you wish your have life would have ended along time ago, but then you figure oh well he would have moved on anyways. And he deserves more. You have that feeling of worry and being hurt when you have to let go. Let go of the boy that you fell in love with. Goodbye, is the only thing you say. And then you think about the days when you weren't together, and how you just sat in your room and cried, cried until someone asked you to fall. Fall. To release that anger, and feel safe, but not safe. To know that you haven't got everything, To admit to yourself that your not perfect. Hes thinking you are what you are. And he wants that. For music is dance. Life can be thrown away to a point that it wont come back again. To a pint that in math is too hard to figure out. And people don't understand. They don't understand why you worry, and why you cry for hours every night, but then you never admit to that boy why. When he asks , you lie. You say that nothings wrong but really everything is going wrong. Tears can ask questions, but questions can't answer tears.
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Posted by konstaninexxc on 2007-10-06 11:16:22 | Rating: | Views: 55
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