falling down ,

spilling,

like a bottle of pills

hitting the floor

intense sharp pain

in my heart

like shots of heroine

body slowly aching

carrying my unwanted

depression

hands frozen cold

like ice pierching

my fingertips

broken brown eyes

filling from salty tears

ready to pour like rain

to fill the ocen

i need him

like an addictive drug

all he's said

stuck

in my head like staples

i love you

so obvious

that its starting to hurt me.