1. Yah, I'm courtney

2. I wish I was never born.

3.For someone so young, I've been through a lot; more than you can ever imagine.

4. My heart is fragile, so be careful.

5. Don't say anything you don't mean to me, becuase when you do, you'll never be able to fogive yourself.

6. I'm a confusing person, if you can't see whats on the inside, you can't meet the outside.

7. I blame myself for everything that seems to go wrong.....

8. Because I was told everything was always my fault.

9. I don't trust people very easily, so get ready to wait.

10. I relate to pain; for how I had to suffer from the bruises he caused me.

11. Depression is a sickness not an emotion.

12. I'm very suicidal, so if you can't handle that, then you can't handle anything in life.

13. Sometimes I wonder why wishes never come true, so if you know; could you tell me?

14. The pointless conversations; that I'll bring up, just so you know [I'm trying to hide something]

15. Giving up is the easy way out, I choose to take it.

16. Nobody could tell you what goes through my mind, especially when it was him I was thinking about.

17. Smart; one thing that I'm not. I'm lacking common sense

18. I'm loud and random, it's who I am, so you shouldn't care.

19.You've got something to live for, sadly...I don't.

20. I should have cried in his arms, instead of on the phone. So I could see his reaction.

21. Not prude..........COURTNEY................Not easy.

22. Chapstick is the only thing that can make me happy when I'm sad.

23. My mom has told me I need to see a phsycatrist.

24. I'm not crazy, so don't think that I am; EVER!

25. I talk to unrealistic objects. [you wouldn't understand]

26. I've got secrets, you won't know them, so don't ask.

27. When I say you can't help, you can't; so you might as well stop trying.

28. I honest to God, believe that I'm the best girlfriend you'll have...

29. Until you find a better one.

30. They couldn't tell you why I cry everyday.

31. Don't be an asshole, it won't get you anywhere.

32. You can't blame my parents for my misery.

33. I'll never be good enough; for anyone.

34. If you see bruises and cuts;;;____I did one..

35. I don't lie to friends, I lie to my mom.

36. I'll always be there, too bad no one is there for me.

37. I regret most of my life.

38. Ignorance never settles a question...

39. I'm not simple, even though it sounds like it.

40. What you see on the outside, isn't whats on the inside; I'm better than that.