Him, yes him.
Standing so innocent over there.
Trusted with my life.
My best friend.
Meant everything to me.
Slowly, October.
First to shatter my heart to pieces.
Him, him over there.
Was the first.
I loved him, and I still do.
See him, yes him over there.
He patched my heart, so it could slowly heal.
Second, yes second, to break it.
Broken twice, this time not shattered, torn.
Boy to come unexpectianly.
Came to heal.
Didn't think he'd be the one to change who I am.
Being the first one in awhile, that I could trust.
Never lie.
Found out, all I did was cry.
Realized I don't stand a chance.
Remember when they broke my heart, without even knowing.
Its the night, you tore my world apart.
This week.
This month.
This day.
Third person to shatter.
Patch.
Rip and tear.
Strangle.
And hang.
Shouldn't have opened my mouth.
Foolish girl.
Wanting not to ruin the friendship
I sit an is silent saying not a word.
But I'll whisper in my head.
I love you.