The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you. Words could never be spoken to repair my heart, not even by you. You do what you want, becuase I wasn't... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-09-15 19:19:16
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what could you say, if I told you my body was so broken, becuase my uncle kept me scared, the facts left unspoken. what could you say If I fell... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-09-15 19:20:23
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My broken heart can't lie broken, all the tears swollen my eyes, what hit me, was depression, My thoughts so uncertain, can't think of anything but you, so... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-09-15 19:22:17
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truth is I can't say that I'm hurt can't say that I'm lying to you you forged your name on my heart And now I can't restore my innocence. I miss you And I... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-09-15 19:23:02
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How could you not look back on hard to understand words, I love you, miss, regret, tears and secrets. And not care for the things that  you did to me. I still haven't forgiven myself for the... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-09-15 19:28:02
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Do I have to be sorry one more time, Can't keep pretending that I'm fine, Nothing turns out right, but maybe tonight.... I'll cry my heart to your soul,... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-09-15 19:33:09
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i love you the words that are in my thoughts, my soul and my heart. Three words that fill the hole in my head. It grew with every mistake I made, thinking it'd never be right. Every... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-09-15 19:35:33
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1. Yah, I'm courtney 2. I wish I was never born. 3.For someone so young, I've been through a lot; more than you can ever imagine. 4. My heart is... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-09-15 19:37:06
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I can't put this into the correct words, to tell you how I feel. I can't say the correct words to explain why nothing I say makes sense. I wanna say I'm sorry. I can't find where to let my heart... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-09-15 19:48:37
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I wonder when I'll stop crying I dont want to have to beat myself up becuase of this I know that I can't make you disappear Theres that sensation of wanting to be with you All the time,... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-09-15 21:22:16
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So while we were talking last night. So far it was good. Telling you that I would never hurt you, and you saying it back. Asking you why you didn't have a girlfriend, and why someone would hurt... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-09-16 09:40:23
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Only days of knowing you, your presence gave me butterflies; After only a few months more, your absence would make me cry. I'm afraid of how often I think about you, I'm... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-09-16 13:55:42
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I dont know what came over me last night. I wanted to tell you so bad, that it made me cry. I dont know what to do. It feels like... I have no idea. Its like a sharp and intense pain in my... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-09-17 12:08:25
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I don'y want you to tell me you love me, if its not sincere. Its a lie that strong, it can ruin my life and bring a new fear. The fear of being loved, fear to love again, and again.... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-09-17 14:42:48
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I dont know what to think right now. I'm unsure of how I feel anymore, and who I really like. I mean I know that I still like Anthony... but I'm starting to wonder if I should just give up on him.... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-09-22 21:26:06
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Telling someone you love them, it just feels so hard. I know you can't feel hard. I dont know, its just that when you love someone so much, it feels like they don't even know how it feels. And no... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-09-25 20:10:34
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falling down , spilling, like a bottle of pills hitting the floor intense sharp pain in my heart like shots of heroine body slowly aching... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-09-26 20:06:58
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Why would you say things that you don't mean, you think you mean, but you really don't. You say them to everyone, I thought that I was the special one, but apprently I'm not. I guess I really... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-09-29 18:03:42
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all that pain I keep inside half of it belongs to you she says that she doesn't matter its true she doesn't I can't sleep I love him I do with all my heart I just wish he knew. Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-09-29 20:17:14
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What do I mean to him? Really becuase it makes sense for someone to say " I love you more than anything, and You mean everything to me" For them to be together. Well what does it... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-09-30 13:35:30
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I love ANTHONY the baseline is gone its time to tell you how I feel it feels like Im in hell Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-09-30 19:43:53
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