Him, yes him. Standing so innocent over there. Trusted with my life. My best friend. Meant everything to me. Slowly, October. First to shatter my heart to pieces. Him, him over... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-01 17:06:30
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This aching pain gets worse everytime I see your face, but that look in your eyes tells me, maybe it'll be okay. Another day, Another tomorrow, Just one more tear will hopefully fall... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-01 17:31:45
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Sympathetic to see how my heart has been strangled and hung in a freezing cold room left to suffer Feeling an absence in my misery Three d's desperation,... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-01 17:46:39
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Today it was different. Different from every other day. It was still the same. Same day. But just different with you. You didn't seem like yourself, there was just something different about you.... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-04 19:33:08
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The scientist Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-04 19:37:08
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How should I apologize to you? Apologize for all the worry I must have caused you All that worry that unfortunatly I didn't mean to cause you It was on my own foolish actions That could... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-06 10:44:01
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Putting my hands in my pockets Head down And no reflections in the puddle Won't help the crying to fade away To see how much you haven't cared What I have done... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-06 10:59:09
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zdfasd I don't like the feeling of missing you The sad teary feeling that I get when I hangup the phone With those thoughts that I didn't say. I can't stand... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-06 11:00:38
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Its like shattering beer bottles on the sidewalk the glass falls into the cracks. pain you go through knowing how it feels to think you know whats going on, but then realize you never... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-06 11:05:13
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Then this will break your heart. A Girl knows that she must say goodbye. The boy that has been her endless source of love. Wisdom and inspiration is now beginning to break her heart.... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-06 11:09:12
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Tears can run down your face a million times before you know that your heart has been broken. You can hold feelings back for years, without ever letting know that you'd been hurt. You can have... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-06 11:16:22
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Your everything that I think I've ever wanted Your in that special part of my heart Always there, right there in my heart I can remember times just being with you... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-06 11:27:00
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The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you. Words could never be spoken to repair my heart, not even by you. You do what you want, becuase I wasn't... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-06 16:55:13
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My broken heart can't lie broken, all the tears swollen my eyes, what hit me, was depression, My thoughts so uncertain, can't think of anything but you, so... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-06 16:56:16
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I talked to him last night. And seriously I dont see how a boy could be so confusing. Normally I"m very good at figuring out what people are thinking... but with him I can't. I told him how I... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-08 18:31:49
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Today, I wrote this thing about Bjorn. I miss him so much, its like not even funny. yeah. so if I dont get an A+++ on my paper, im gonna cry. I love him. god I wish he could still be here. So... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-11 20:07:45
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So I need to get this out to you. And just before you read this, I want you to know, that what I say, will hurt you. I'm not trying to be mean. But it feels like ever since you moved to Utah, all... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-13 12:23:58
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List of whats been on my mind -   - Anthony    I need him just to make his decision. Becuase he needs to understand and realize that I'm not always going to be there. And In... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-14 01:46:58
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song of my life. I couldn't tell you why she felt that way she felt it everyday and i couldn't help her I just watched her make the same mistakes again whats wrong whats wrong now... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-15 19:14:02
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It just feels like, a sharp pain in my heart, and an intense tingle in my head I can't help to think that I'm never good enough for you I love you so much and it feels like I can't... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-19 20:43:30
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I dont love you any less but I can't love you anymore Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-19 20:52:04
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who is always on my mind. I can't ever get over him. No matter what ever happens, he is one of the people who I will never offically get over. I love him so much. I just wish he'd make a decision.... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-22 18:04:31
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feels like I've lost almost; everything because the one person who made my life everything; has suddenly stopped loving me. and I know people and things change and life has to roll on but, I dont... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-24 19:22:18
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I know it was something I did. And I think it was what I said. What I said to you... I should have never said. I should have kept it to myself. I'm just a stupid girl. I've lost it. I shouldn't... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-24 19:24:54
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There Were times I knew But I found it hard to say  (hard to tell you how I felt, hard to undestand you, so it was hard for me to talk to you about it.) You were special... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-24 19:40:27
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if I could give my life up for one thing, I'd give up the thing that means the most to me. Then I wouldn't have to live without it. I'd die knowing I had it, and I loved it. And It was... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-24 20:11:07
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I have this feeling. Just a feeling, thats linked to a thought. I have to think about him. Have to stay positive, so I can slowly crash. I can't lose my mind, I have to let this pass. Its going to... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-25 19:10:51
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Speechless thoughts, all I did today, was kinda wonder in a different way. I thought about me, and I thought about you. I was upset, but I tried desperatly not to let it show. You know you mean so... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-26 21:16:29
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Forget his name, forget his past forget his kiss and warm embrace forget his love that you once knew remember now, there is someone new forget the love you once shared forget the fact he... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-26 21:19:42
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I'm not better off today, than I was yesterday. Something inside of me is aching and it isn't my heart. My hearts just bruised broken    and torn apart. And my eyes feel... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-26 21:33:36
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Should've said no No more I love yous cause they don't mean the same to me anymore and looking at you feels wrong it was a moment of weakness and you said yes I should've been there in... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-29 11:37:53
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Its not worth it Not worth the pain I have felt You don't feel the same like I do And I know you don't. I don't mean something to you Like I used to She's got your heart And she's had... Read More
Posted by: konstaninexxc on 2007-10-29 11:40:40
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