I wonder when I'll stop crying
I dont want to have to beat myself up becuase of this
I know that I can't make you disappear
Theres that sensation of wanting to be with you
All the time, it never goes away
Theres that beating in my heart when I see you
It gets faster and faster
I can't seem to think when I'm with you
I just let everything happen
When you hug me, I dont want you to let go
I feel like crying everytime I'm in your arms
Empty papers
filled with thoughts
I can't help what I'm going through
Sometimes I dont think that theres anything wrong
but there is something wrong
I can just feel it
I dont know what it is
thats why I need someones help
I can't ask you, beucase its about you.
I'm sorry that I love you.
Damn it.
Just stop!
I don't wanna cry anymore.
I really dont.