I am currently experiencing the worst sex drought ever. why?! and just now, when I am in my second trimester and it's really all i can think about!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and Joe has like a thousand and one excuses why NOT to.. last night I talked him into it, but it was.. hmm.. bad.. possibly because I guilted him into it.. maybe because he was tired.
the thing is, I can't remember how to have good sex anymore. I need to learn again. I can't even work out being on top, and I really need to, 'cos I'm too pregnant now for this missionary bullshit. I just feel stupid and I can't understand why. I never used to feel like that. can't seem to get a rhythm going.

this is a disgusting entry I know.
does anyone know how to have pregnant sex?
and can someone please tell me how to go on top?!

sex is like the most complicated thing. when you're getting it all the time, you never think about it. when you're not getting any, it's all that's on your mind.

I want to talk Joe into trying some new things, just for amusement.. and to make my life more interesting I suppose, plus I like having sex, it's relaxing..

but he will probably tell me he's too tired. a 19 year old should never be too tired for it should he?

sexless
feel irritated today

where is everyone? I should try to get a job or something.

ah
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