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I cant stop crying today. It feels like the world is about to end. I'm having my own personal doomsday.
Yesterday, when we found out it was a boy, tears came streaming down my face. Joe held my hand as we looked at the screen. He looked so happy. Our baby boy, is all I could think. I was so happy.
Now I feel alone, abandoned.. and he hasn't gone anywhere yet. I feel afraid.
it's those stupid dreams. I hate my head sometimes. it's full of madness. oh my god, what type of mother will I be?
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Posted by knocked_up on 2007-10-17 23:43:54 | Rating: | Views: 111
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Dear knock up,
Oh those hormonal swings!
Yep the wolrd is going to end today at four forty four this afternoon. lol
Aren't we all really alone even when there's people around.
These and a thousand other thoughts are going to drive you crazy, but yo know there will always be someone to talk with if you need to talk.
This is the time for your family and friends to lend you their shoulders to cry on, so use them! I just know they are waiting to hear from you so let them do their job.
Just the fact that you are worried about how good of mother your going to be, tells me that you will do just fine.
Heck as long as you give and show your kids you Love them you really can't go too far wrong when you do everything for them with Love in your heart.
jwcj
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Posted by jwcj
on 2007-10-18 06:47:29
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