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I have had the best week of my life. Joe's dropkick friend has disappeared off the face of the earth.. due largely to a paranoid delusion he's enjoying right now, where his ex girlfriend is going to fly over from the east to be with him. he hates Joe and I, well he hates me largely. for being pregnant. He used to always warn me, "Joe will never be a family man, you can't change people." Of course you can fucking change people. I mean, if people never changed, then people would be the same at 14 as they are at 30. and what kind of world is that?
Maybe dropkick will never change... he has some slightly autistic/obsessive compulsive tendencies. my mother always said, "never trust a man with close together eyes." she was right. He is stalking us. I don't care. Atleast he is annoying me from a distance now. and Joe has more time for real things (as oposed to pot smoking) such as fixing the nintendo for my brother, and fixing his car. These are good traits in a man, in my opinion. Fuck a sizey income, or good dress sense. A man who does things around the house is a man who will save you a fortune in mechanics and painters and shelf installer type people. He and his friend put the floors down in this house themselves. Quite useful to everyone really.
anyway, the other thing is, without so much weed in his system, we have been having a lot more/a lot better sex. but it's making my uterus contract when I cum, which kind of hurts actually. weird...
The worst thing is, my 20 week scan is this wednesday, and... joe has a job now. so although I should be celebrating, I am sad. He will not be there :( I will have to take a girly friend. Damn. I might take Ray. He is like a girly friend, and he hardly works. I'm sure he will be more excited than Joe anyway. He wants our child to be gay/lesbian and beleives he can take the role of cool gay uncle very seriously. I'm not sure how Joe feels about this. He is probably the most gay friendly straight guy in the world, despite being espescially boyish and sometimes a bit thuggish. However, I suspect in the back of every fathers mind, he hopes for his son to be like him. If we have a girl, I'm sure it will make no difference at all.
Off to IKEA now. fun.
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Posted by knocked_up on 2007-10-11 22:07:59 | Rating: | Views: 75
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