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Hello i doubt many people will end up looking at this blog which is fine by me, its my first only really meant for one person to see however these thoughts are meant to be published. long story short Im yet another guy who fucked up what was most dear to him, i cheated on my girlriend of 2 years......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-01-03 15:57:00 |
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destiny
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is it right to assume that a person can conrtol their destiny?
I pose this question in my first nightly enrty because i was faced with a stiuation not to long ago where i decided i just cant let this happen, but is it realistic to think that i can stop it? that i can control my life? for......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-01-03 22:48:54 |
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late night enrty
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I managed to talk to Scarlett a little longer than i planned to tonight and for that i am very thankfull. we talked for over an hour online tonight and though im pretty sure that she was talking to someone else due to her going "hidden" when she wanted to get offline and continued to......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-01-04 02:59:48 |
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a song so profound
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have you ever heard a song that changed your life? a song that has changed who you were? this is the song that expresses everything i feel, everything i am right now...its crazy i feel like i wrote this
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-01-04 03:28:02 |
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james blunt
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theres guys been awake since the second world war
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another night gone where sleeps evades me, so tired now but cant give in to it if so i wont accomplish anything today. right now begins the longest time i will have to spend without talking to my Scarlett since we started dating, it wont be easy, but i know to show faith and to prove i can give......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-01-04 04:53:35 |
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mid-day surprise
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Today has been busy, and long. all i can say is atleast i am no longer tired i seem to be picking up the second wind. i have done all the aplications i planned on doing and though i didnt go see my grents in person i have talked to them on the phone becuase this was taking longer than i expected.......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-01-04 15:33:38 |
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faith
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Well i have been sitting here for the better part of an hour now stareing at the screen, there is alot on my mind right now but i can seem to piece it all together yet. Honestly i have been sitting here looking At scarletts screen name go idle,active,away, wondering what was going to happen. i......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-01-04 18:11:52 |
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i dont even know what to think tonight
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I'm on fire
And the day is feeling hopeless
You'd see me burning but the burning's turning smokeless
Soon I won't feel at all
No
It's electric the neon hurt inside your phone call
The layered sadness and the madness it revolves
Bringing down the walls where you found her
No......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-01-05 00:20:49 |
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song
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lets talk about time
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Ok my post last night was yes just a song i had been talking to scarlett all night and was happy and depressed and all at the same time. i mean this feeling is absurd how can i be happy to talk to her but hate the situation were in, the things she says to me? Sometimes i think hse is going......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-01-05 14:32:18 |
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cant call her
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really i have nothing to say, i cant call her and i want to, i check to see if she is online like every 30 minutes and i know she isnt going to. has she moved on? does she feel detached? does she care and not want to show it? or does she really not care? its not getting any easier.
i wont......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-01-05 18:05:42 |
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