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old habits die hard...have you ever noticed that? no matter how much we condition ourselves to ward against those issues that we know will drag us down....there is always a bit of our guard that will fail and the habit will slip itself back into your thoughts.
mixed signals can be blamed for a lot of my insecurities in life. one person says yea, one person nays and so i fall apart trying to mix it up and be both.
why the hell should i care what anyone else says you might wonder? stop trying to make others happy and be happy with yourself...and theres the rub my friends....because i AM happy when others are happy. when someone is happy with the way i look, dress, act, talk, whatever, that makes me feel good.
its not like i can just turn that off and start drawing from my invisible store of self confidence....i need time to build that confidence up. so here we go, down that yellow brick road again, wandering off to find the wizard of my technicolor dreams to grant me the wish of being able to go home...the place like no other where maybe i can live again in a world where i don't need the approval of another to feel accepted. |
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Posted by kmalbro on 2008-01-02 10:52:34 | Rating: | Views: 85
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No matter how you dress, talk or act, I still like you. Have a great New Year (Belated cause I worked last night.)
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Posted by HungryHeart
on 2008-01-02 21:43:58
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I liked this one.
Dorothy, you are wonderful just the way you are, and you need no ruby slippers!
I wrote an entry similar to this.
It is called....'Do You Love Me?'
My tag was, I think:
Do I Care?
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Posted by DifficultSoul
on 2008-01-04 13:57:22
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