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i just saw Matt's prom pictures on facebook, I really thought I was over him, but all I could think about was why he didn't ask me to pom last year. I don't want to like him anymore, but when feelings of jealousy come up from seeing a picture, I have to wonder. But, I refuse to go back there...it took me forever to get over him.
Anyway, I told S that I just wanted to be friends, and he was completely ok with it. He said it was probably for the best because of summer and all. So, everything is A ok there.
I'm back home, so that means M and I don't only have to talk on the phone, we can actually hang out. I really missed him. I've seen him twice already, and I've only been back for a few days, I think I like him, Like when he hugs me it's like time stops and everything bad that happened that day goes away. I say i think i like him, because honestly i don't know. I have never had a guy as my best friend. I tell him almost everything that goes on in my life. So I guess i don't know if I love him like I do my other bestie, or if I have different feelings for him. It's hard to confuse because he's a guy and I've never had a guy that was so involved in my life that I would love them like a best friend...basically, I'm not sure it my feelings for him are best friend feelings, or actual romantic feelings.
--Kelsey
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Posted by kkeller on 2008-05-21 02:57:33 | Rating: | Views: 78
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I've kinda got the same thing happening to me.
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Posted by 2marie
on 2008-05-29 21:38:16
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