I have always been really reserved and shy when it came to guys.  Always careful not to like a particular one too much.  Always really quiet about who I liked.  I think that really changed last summer.  I think I really changed last summer.  I  met a boy (matt),  and yeah he hurt me.  But I got over it. P.S.  that feels really good to be able to say!  And then there was Mike,  and while the friend thing is actually working out pretty well, I know I like him.  BUT here's the thing, I have decided that I want a real relationship.  Not something leading marriage or anything that serious, but ...I want love.  
 
--Kelsey--