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Have you ever had one of those days when you feel so blessed to have your life? Today was like that for me. Being in college has opened my eyes to so many other experiences. It has really put things in prospective for me. My ‘life crisis’ is someone else’s hangnail.......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-05 17:04:33 | Rating:

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Spring and Everything it Comes With
Ahh it's that time of year again...SPRING! I am sooo loving the weather and I have started my annual get-back-in-shape-workout (basically running every day). I have started the eat healthier thing too. My friends all know that this, "stage" as they call it, usually......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-05 23:53:19 | Rating:

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All Grown Up
The majority of my friends are a year or two older than me; however, I'm actually more mature than most of them, except for sexually. They all treat me like a little kid just because I have never had sex. Last night I was talking to Mike and Kelly on the phone and we were......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-06 21:34:18 | Rating:

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Big Step
So last night M called me to talk about his ex-girlfriend. He was telling me how she wanted to get back together with him, but he didn't want to go back out with her. We had this really in-depth conversation, and he was asking me for advice and everything. I mean, I call him all the time......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-09 13:00:32 | Rating:

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Confused once again
Ok so recap: My friend K told me over spring break that M told her he just saw me as a friend and still had feelings for his ex girlfriend. Today I found out this was a lie. I was talking to M and somehow we got to the topic of how I didn’t have feelings for him. Well, I had to set this......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-11 01:31:35 | Rating:

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5000 miles away in the middle of nowhere
My best friend “A” intended on coming to the same university as me next year. We even made plans to be roommates. I got extremely excited…we planned how we would decorate our room and everything! Then her parents said they didn’t want her to come here because it was......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-11 01:39:24 | Rating:

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Oh how things change...
I went home this weekend and left my phone! I’m the type of person that ALWAYS has their phone with them, and I’m a huge texter. My brother pulled away from the bus station and like 2 minutes later I realized I left my phone in the car. So now it’s been almost two days that I......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-15 13:10:45 | Rating:

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Does this dream change everything?
I had this dream today. I went to see maid of honor (the movie with Patrick Dempsey about a woman who asks her male best friend to be her maid of honor…only he is in love with her) with M. In my dream, after the movie we were walking to the car in the pouring rain, and out of nowhere......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-15 18:47:39 | Rating:

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Your Having a Baby?!?!
So many people around me are getting engaged, or married, or having a baby. I'm only 18, it's strange to think that within the next five years many of my friends will be having weddings and so on. Especially since I will be in school for about the next ten years. It's not......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-18 20:52:01 | Rating:

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I love him
I think I'm in love with my best guy friend. I tried to pretend I didn't have feelings for him, and that we were just friends, but clearly it's not working. I don't know what to do. Our relationship is already so complicated, First we were acquaintances, then we were......Read More