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One thing I was thinking about before starting this is why do people write their own innermost thoughts in an online diary where the whole world can read it?!? Still, it beats me although when you think about it, most of the people on here are complete strangers so I wouldn't mind a stranger reading my diary. Still a weird idea to think about. I applied to uni in january and have got into all four of them! That's pretty cool, haven't decided where to go though- one I could drive to, the others I would have to live there, bearing in mind all the uni fees as well as having to move the horses down with me (yes I have two horses and moving them around wouldn't do them the world of good, neither would it help my bank balance). Here I am rambling on about my life, getting carried away and I haven't even introduced myself!
My name is Holly, I'm nineteen and have a boyfriend of two years. I did start an online diary about a month ago but can't remember the site and i though thoughts.com sounds a more nicer way of putting yourself online, as it were. I have two horses amongst other small animals, and am going to uni to do Equine Science. However I do not perseve my life to be peachy. I HATE IT! I think that things about me are horrific, not meaning to sound like a mental case or that I'm a weirdo, like my looks and my body shape. But arn't all girls?? So therefore I have decided to stop eating. Full stop! If I try and eat healthy foods, it just doesn't work, so lets give this one a try. Im not over weight or anything, I just hate my body shape, I have a little bit of a belly, not so much that people would take one look at me and think I'm fat, I'm a size eight but I just hate it and my boyfriend is so hot, he deserves better than a beastly girlfriend. So keep updated and I will tell you how my new non eating diet is going!