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In love with the memorize
I think i am in love with what happened, not him any more, i mean i still care for him. well what am i kidding of course i still love him, but what i would give for him to love me the same as i love him, when he left it hurt really bad, a lot more than i let anyone know, i just wish i could......Read More

Posted on: 2008-09-04 23:54:54 | Rating:

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OK
So what do i do? I thought that the guy i love hated me (that is a long story) so i tried to move on and when ever i start to its like he can sense it and calls me or e-mails me or contacts me in some way and looks at me with those bright blue eyes and i just melt again. His eyes can......Read More

Posted on: 2008-09-04 22:25:34 | Rating:

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i vow to never
I vow to never expect anything else from you, I vow to try my best not to miss you, I vow to not come near you unless it has been invited. I vow to do my best to get over what we had as fast as i can, I dont want a the same thing that happened with us to happen with the next guy.......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-21 22:52:39 | Rating:

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um yes excitement lol
I have a huge list of wonderful things going on in my life lets start with the sarcastic ones first shall we.... 1. the one guy i could see my being with is going to iraq and i think he is mad at me. 2. i have school starting...um boring! ugh 3. hum....well what other things are going......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-21 22:48:57 | Rating:

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My dream
So this is what happened leading up to one of the worst dreams of my life. So i learned that my well was more than a friend person dude? if that makes since. any ways i learned that he is got over seas in september and that was so scary for me even tho we arent and never will be an......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-19 22:39:24 | Rating:

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new experiences
Well school is starting back this up coming week. I wonder how many of you are just shaking with excitement? lol...I am sure every one is...well...I am not i am so not excited about the hole chemistry thing. but that i think is like on of the only things i am dreading besides......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-19 22:25:07 | Rating:

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interesting thought
I love you so much.... I could kick you I Hate you so much i could kiss you I love you so much i hate you and i hate you so much i love you You frustrate my life so much right now but you are all i can think about night and day I dream about you at night and think about you......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-08 13:11:26 | Rating:

| Views: 25 | Comments: 0 | Tags: frustated angry unknown

Question
Do any of you ever feel bad.... You are not even sure what about. Like you know you have done a few things in life that you are not proud of but not sure what exactly was bad about it, like there are so many almost to many ways to justify it... Like you felt at the time it was the right......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-03 23:07:28 | Rating:

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ok so about congress
it sucked! I went to this dance while i was there and this guy from our district was like sitting there like depressed and all so i like came up to him and was like do you want to dance and well of course the next song was a slow dance so we did a song and the nexted slow song he like......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-27 23:41:05 | Rating:

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i am leaving for the week i am so excited
4-H congress baby! woooooooooooooooowooooooooooooooooo i am very excited lol, well maybe not as much as some of my friends but definately more than cal. ...Read More