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So I'm Really Excited

I think Ronnie and I might get back together. The way that we've been acting towards each other is really, really giving me that feeling. Hes the one guys. The actual one.

I spent the whole day with my manager Tonya yesterday, gettin things for the Batman Promo. We're making capes. But thats beside the point-the drama that goes on in the theater is ridiculous. We're a fairly small theater and everyone is really close. lol Our sexual harassment level is through the roof--everyone who works there is attractive. We're sorry. lol.

I think I might get employee of the month for June. I'm glad. Everyone is like your doing an awesome job, you deserve it. :) YAY for recognition! lol.

Ive realized how much I hate spending time with my stepmother. Shes always critisizing someone. Most of the time bringing us kids down. Like we're not good enough. I posted "And thats all he wrote", on my Myspace blog and she was talking about it last night- she said she got really offended that I put Ronnie was the only one to push me. I didnt mean it like that, I meant like, Hes the first person I actually wanted bad enough for me to quit doing the things I was doing. I'm sorry if that offends you- but if you dont remember I dont like you that much. She sucks all the fun out of a lot of things. And thats not cool.

I think I want to start excercising. I need to. Its what I was supposed to do this summer anyways. And I need to keep up with my diet and stop eating so much junk. lol its aint good for meh.

Ah....Ronnie, Ronnie, Ronnie. I have been cheesing it all day, yesterday and today. Hes doing what he used to do. :) Hes flirting with me and he keeps asking me out on dates, and randomly telling me he loves me and misses me. This is how it goes. This is my reward. I hope hes finally seeing what I'm all about. I hope hes finally seeing what Ive been seeing. Hes hearing my prayers. :)

I'm in love people and no matter what I always will be. My parents dont approve. Hence the conversation last night. But its not their relationship its mine. Let me learn on my own. I'm a big girl. If I get hurt-let me heal. But let me enjoy myself now. Hes all Ive ever wanted. Hes a smart, brave, strong, and beautiful man. And hes all mine. Forever more-hes mine. No one else will take this opportunity.

Going to do more geometry.
Idk how much I'll actually get done-
but whatevsss. lol

xoxokirstenamanda