Why does this always happen?
I need to not care anymore.
I need to let it be.
Today was not a good day.
In all aspects, shapes, and forms.
I live via Blackberry nowadays.
Running a brand new battery out in less
than 10 hours…?
On the upside:
I flunkled my math test.
I flunkled my lit essay test.
I have lost the ability to put words together.
I can no longer write.
I have no desire to retake my SATs.
I have overdue junk up my butt, tons.
I am running on four hours of sleep daily.
I am having to schedule time to eat.
I no longer breathe, lest scheduled.
I miss things you no longer realize existed.
I no longer wish to revisit the past.
So maybe I’ll always be hung up how things were,
the what-if’s, the maybe-so’s, but I’m learning to let things be.
Quite frankly, I’ve stopped giving a damn
…Yeah…I’m so cute I almost believed that.
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