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I really don't understand my heart..

It keeps telling me to do things yet I don't understand why...I don't even know if it is what it is telling me to do..

It beats so rapidly yet so slowly..

Some people thinks I have no emotions at all..but they call me emo..that contrasts everything they say..

only counted people saw my cry..its because I don't like people to see me crying..i don't why..maybe because I am ashamed of it or i don't want people to see that I am weak or to show my feelings so vaguely..

To tell you the truth i am really having a hard time to show my feelings to others..even when I am so excited..i get that blank look but my heart is really beating fast..It feels like its going to explode..I feel so shy to express this feeling even though i wanted to express it so badly..

I don't why..maybe that's the reason I get so depressed all the time..

MY LIFE SEEMS SO CONFUSING BUT THERE IS ONE THING I KNOW FOR SURE....

THERE IS A REASON WHY I LIVE.
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I just haven't figured what the reason is..

i just have to make my heart be free..

so i can understand it..fully..

-kimmy036 :)

Posted by kimmy036 on 2009-06-30 03:43:27 | Rating:

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thank you very much keitaro.. That really helped me a lot..I'm really glad you read between the lines..You understood me..I really needed that..thank you very much again..

Posted by kimmy036 on 2009-06-30 04:20:13