I have been wondering all my life if there is this chance that I want to choose between somethings in life..
But is there even a posibility that I get to choose?!
I don't feel like choosing anyway because if I get to choose things just gets worst and worst! why is it like this? or maybe......Read More
I don't understand why I still love you..
Yes, you are my childhood friend but what does that have to do with anything? I mean, when we were kids we used to play normally with other children. Maybe even we were kids I had a slight crush on you..
Nobody knew about it...
I guess it......Read More
Posted on: 2009-06-28 21:57:03 |
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Everyone thinks I am a lesbian because of my actions and because of what I wear. I love wearing jackets..Is there something wrong with that.?
anyway, some of my close friends already know that I am not a lesbian..but some friends of mine think that i am..
So this goes that I am starting......Read More
I would like everyone to know my bestfriend..
She is great..
She ain't perfect but i get used to all her simple problems...that leads to our really big fights..even though i really think that she never does understand me nor try to understand me..
I love her and nothing can change......Read More
I always have been home alone even though I have my parents but i rarely have them here..Sometimes I get to think more because of this..
I get this temptations to do stuff i ain't suppose to do..You know what I mean..
I get this heat from somewhere..anyways,,this is the first time I......Read More
Ever since I was a kid i was suicidal..
only a little confrontation I feel like I have no reason for living..I immediately get the knife and point it in my stomach..I never did it thou..
a few years back i tried slashing my pulse..It was fun actually but it did no help..I even tried......Read More
I really don't understand my heart..
It keeps telling me to do things yet I don't understand why...I don't even know if it is what it is telling me to do..
It beats so rapidly yet so slowly..
Some people thinks I have no emotions at all..but they call me emo..that contrasts......Read More
I feel really great!
Someone finally understood everything I said and feel..this is so great.I never thought someone would think that way and feel that way..
I wouldn't fall inlove right away but I really appreciate his presence ..
I just wish I could see him..
I really..I just hope......Read More
I must admit that this blog site totally eases my pain inside..
thanks to all of the kind people who read my blogs and commented..
thanks especially to Keitaro..
you're my inspiration..tnx for your words..you really melted my heart knowing that you do understand how i really feel deep......Read More
yes...my life..
It started when I was born..a baby without any knowing with world..all its problems and hardships..The baby who is always at peace..Nothing to do but eat and cry then sleep..
Then I grew as a toddler..I played and played..I got a sense of hardship because I didn't......Read More