It is 3:27 am and here I am awake.  Every little noise makes me have another thought.  Who is in my house? or What will I do if someone breaks in? My roomates are both home tonight even and I still can not sleep.  I feel like I am 23 going on 10. Not about to have my 24th birthday in a few months.  I have prayed and I guess I am still weak in my faith because as much as I want to have faith and know I am ok I still have something in the back of my mind...hearing a noise or telling me there is someone in my house. Those stupid dogs from next door do not help my imagination any either....always barking at night.

Anyway on to other things...I will attempt to take my mind off of my scardey catness.  I am super pumped about this weekend.  Joe's family is coming because I have a rite at church this sunday! The rite of sending and then the rite of election.  Taking the next step on my faith journey toward confirmation.  I think it will be fun.  Plus Joe is going to turn 25 on Friday!!!!!!

There are so many things for me to think about right now I dont even know where to start.  I just know that if I try to take them all in at once I will have a nervous breakdown.  SO I guess I will try to only think of one problem at a time.  The biggest problem I think for me right now is Where Joe and I will live next year.  Another one is I have to memorize my entire recital by next week....uhhh Yikes I still have like 5 songs to go. I think you are a trooper if you got this far...thanks for stopping by to read about a lamester like me.

Living is easy with eyes closed,

Kimichanga