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Every day I feel like someone different. My life intertwines and the same people surround me day in and day out. But why do I always feel like I am an observant to my life? I float in the clouds above viewing what is going on, not really being a part of any of it. I feel lost. I feel alone. I feel like I've been left behind. I have a family, husband and children. I have friends. I have parents and siblings. Why am I alone? Who do I talk to? No one. Who do I laugh with? No One. I am invisible to the world around me, trying to find my place. Trying to fit into the puzzle of my world. Am I drowning? I cannot see. Have I fallen beneath the waters darkness? I feel a tremendous void and don't know how to break free of it. My children need me. My husband needs me. But who am I? Why do I yell? Why do I feel afraid? I want to feel love, peace, comfort, joy. I want to share in the joys that my children have each day. Whay can't I? Please free my soul from this pain. Please take my sorrow and emptiness. Please fill me with something, anything. I shake and cry. I am alone. Why is my happiness gone? Where has it gone. I am so empty. I close my eyes and wait for this dream to end. Will tomorrow be a different day?
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Posted by kidsmom on 2008-10-07 15:57:04 | Rating: | Views: 45
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I am the voice calling on the breeze.
I am the one that you ignore when you live simply just to please.
I am not very far from you yet you think that I am far away.
I am the one that is with you every day.
Who am I?
Look inside and you'll find me.
Be still and know that I am God.
Who are you?
You are my child, my precious child.
Call on me and I know you will.
Then your heart I will fill.
With Love.
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Posted by becomeasalittlechild
on 2008-10-07 17:01:01
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