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Here is my first blog.Lets see if I can do this.(Part 1)
How can someone be trying so hard to do something so right and everything back fires.I have been trying to turn my life around and it seems to be going the wrong direction.
Let me tell you a little bit about me so you can understand a little about myself.I am in my 30's and I have had a hard life.I have been abused most of my childhood by my father.I started doing drugs and drinking in my teenage years.When I turned 18 I ended up raped and had a child that I lost.
Then I found a man that I thought that would never love me cause of all the shit I went through.But till this day we are still together.Our life is rocky at this point.We have alot of problem to work out.I never told him anything about my passed excepted for the rape and that is cause I was carring a child that I knew I couldn't hide from him.But he still wanted to be with me.He was my protected at that point.
This all happened before I got into my 20's.And at times it still seems that my life is going down hill.There is more to my life that I will try to write later.
This is all new to me on trying to heal myself from my past.I would hope that no one has ever went through what all has happen to me.I hoping that I can change my life around by writing about it and getting the help that I never wanted to get.
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Posted by kidatheart on 2008-03-08 22:15:55 | Rating: | Views: 102
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Writing here can be very helpful and I think you will find there are a lot of great people ready listen and even give some pretty good advice. I wish you the best.
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Posted by HungryHeart
on 2008-03-09 00:21:44
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HungryHeart
Thank you for your comment.I am hoping to get some relief with writing and be able to deal with things.Its great to have some wonderful advice from others.Thank you
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Posted by kidatheart
on 2008-03-09 09:04:07
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I'm sure if you want to you will have a great future, your writing shows an inner strength. Learn from your past because it is what makes you the person you are today...
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Posted by EasyToSay
on 2008-03-09 16:50:30
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Welcome to thoughts.
This is a great place to write out those feelings and thoughts that live within your heart.
Always remember your past does not define who you are. Each new day is a new life ... a new beginning to be all that you were put on this earth to be. I wish you peace in your spirit and all good things.
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Posted by ColoradoDreamin
on 2008-03-09 23:38:02
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EasttoSay
Thank you for your encouragment and sweet comment.I am working very hard on trying to make a differnce.This was my first time writing down.Trying to get some closer on all my passed.Thanks for stopping in.
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Posted by kidatheart
on 2008-03-11 11:18:05
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ColoradoDreamin,
It seems that people on this site is more helpful then hurtful.I am very thankful for that.Things will get easier as time passes.We all learn from different things that has happened in our lifes.There is so many people all they want is a new beginning.That is what I am working towards.Thanks for your uplifting comment.
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Posted by kidatheart
on 2008-03-11 11:21:53
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