Actions, objects, moments, places, people, and so on, all can be symbols in some ones life.  To have a happy, healthy life one needs to have symbols, symbols of everything is going to be okay, love, help, joy, danger, and everything else needed in life.  When on of these symbols is lacking in ones life, it will slowly fall apart.

There is a symbol missing in my life, a symbol of love.  I haven't experience this symbol in a few months.  In the beginning i was understanding, i saw that my other half was busy, troubled with her current situation.  I understood her needs and wants, keeping my thoughts inside, not to add to her plate.  As time grow on, the lacking is taking a toll on me.  Anytime my other expresses any enjoyment, happiness, love for anything else other than me, i feel alone.  Lost.  The feeling brings thoughts of pain, hatred, fear, feelings of what is going to happen to me, what's going to happen to us.  

In the attempt to express how i feel i'm rejected by my other.  Not because she doesn't care, but because she can't understand the situation, meaning of the symbol i am lacking my life.  The her it is just a want of pleasure, a feeling of relief, a moment of bliss.  Thought it is more than that, it is a symbol of love, a symbol of togetherness, a symbol of that we are one now and forever.  I understand that it is all subject to perception, in that case we are all different.

I continue to have a positive out look, that if i bare with it, just for a little while long, things will correct.  The issues in my other's life are correcting, the stresses are being replaced with joys.  This should help all, restore a balance in our lives. 

Blogger's Note:  All must be positive in every situation, for being negative only adds to the problem.  It's like putting an elephant on a broken bridge, it won't make it better.