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Tonight I'm just feeling really lonely. Its Saturday night, I have so much to do, but I just feel myself shutting down. I want to focus on everything except the studying that I should be doing. This kind of scares me because I should be so interedted in all my nursing studying because it is what I am going to be doing for the rest of my life. I love it and its really ineresting, but why do I spend all my time obseessing with health food and fitness. I really think I should have been a dietician or personal traineer or something along those lines. Ok I think I'm just being reverting to my negative self-doubting self. So I'll stop.
On another note I have decided I am going to do a traithalon this spring/summer. It 700 meter swim, 14.9 mile bike ride and a 5 mile run. I have been trying recruit some of my friends to do it with me, but I haven't found any interested canidates. The triathalon is a LONG ways away, but I love to have those goals to focus on. I need something positive to put my energy towards otherwise I get really negative (as observed in the previous paragraph) So, a traithalon it is. Alright, I'm going to spend the rest of my night listening to Bjorak.
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I know exactly how you feel :) I'm studying a degree in Sociology and even though it's something I've been wanting to do for ages, I just lacked the motivation to do it. If you love studying nursing and really want it as a future career, this feeling will just be temporary. It sounds to me like you just need some time away from it all, the studying and the worrying about the studying.
The triathlon sounds great! Last year, my best friend and I did the Race for Life for Cancer Research UK and it was very rewarding :) Good luck!!!
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Posted by hedkandi1984_21
on 2007-12-01 21:03:58
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