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| eeek, thursday |
by this time tomorrow, my dear little laptop will be gone, hopefully to be fixed asap, so i can get back to 'normail' cross fingers, toes, eyes, legs and all else you can cross.
can if needed, go to friends shop and check the internet, but not the same as your own comp is it?..so much for buying a brand new one, what? - feb, so its only well under a year old, still havent finished paying for it. arrrrrgh. so long as they fix it and i can get it back, in one piece, can use it and reset all info and redownload everything again - i'll then relax.
[still dreading being without it though]
okay, trying to take mind off that, whats been happening? ..my usual 'quiet' village/shopping road has had a couple of dramas yesterday and then today - yesterday, police/ambulance etc, someone was being badly beaten, this was around, 9am, then, today? all the road sealed off, petrol/gas leak [fumes were really, really strong, still unsure where it was coming from], all shops closed - packed with the firebrigade, police and two ambulances [just incase] - thankfully, all was back to normal within three hours. getting like the bbc soap 'eastenders' round here. the firebrigade is doing regular 'checkups' they kept drawing up when we were there having our coffee.
weather is pretty nice, sunshine, slight breeze, just a lovely autumnal day really, though have to laugh, meant to be the end of bst end of month - er, did we get a summer?, did i miss it?
- seriously, can not complain, the area we live has been very lucky weatherwise this year, whereas other places in the U.K have had horrendous weather/floods and destruction on and off during this year.
am feeling abit brighter at the mo, resigned now to the fact i have got to wave bye for several days to my comp, otherwise, i am okay - even cracked a few jokes while i was out today and was able to have a laugh, laughter always helps very much.
stilll not heard anything as yet from s or t since emailed them, oh well, not much i can do.
i did hear from another person [yes, one of the three females who is 'involved' in the knocking of my trust, by gossiping, not sure if its 'her', but i know one of the three did - as i keep repeating in earlier entries, its very difficult, as i really dont know which one of these '3' actually did the dirty, so naturally its affected my feelings/trust with all of them, i certainly will not confide in them again - no way]
sad thing was, she had read my room post, said she was 'hurt' i hadnt mentioned her name - eh? i thanked certain people by name who had mailed at that site, yes and, i had thanked everyone who had been in my room, yes [including her] as i told her, [whether she got my email reply, dont know]
it was a quick visit and a general thank you to those that have kept intouch - in my room in the note in i left, i even explained that was having problems with email and i thanked those that had sent to me and, that was hard enough for me to do in the circumstances, anyway, only three had mailed at that time, thats all that was in my email when i looked, thus can not thank people for mail i havent got can i?
so, that upset me alittle, as i would never hurt anyone and always shown i cared and importantly, always
shown it - still, the note i left in my room, thanked everyone, thats all that mattered surely? all i wanted to do was type it and sign out of it at the time - and, again, those that have been following blogs, will know how bigger 'thing' that was for me to even go there.
will be interesting either if i check the net at my friends shop, or when i get this comp back, to see who will email me at my online email address - hope a few do, it will be nice to know some care [its my 'healing' email address, where i ask people who want prayers/good thoughts etc etc, to email, leave their name [or whomever name they wish] and the 'problem''request only and, i'll channel and do what i can to 'help' - so i am allowing, just this once, for that email to be used to leave messages as in personal etc, just while i am 'away' without comp]
suppose i should get started on dinner for my mum - she is doing okay, she even sounds better today, think i need to find her a toyboy though [joke]
then think i'll spend the last few hours of light and go and sit outside in my garden - i have a 'woodland' area, its peaceful and tranquil, plus there are the frequent robins and jays to watch and, frankly, it will do me good, not only fresh air, but not sat down there for awhile, so will take advantage whilst the weather is holding and before the sun sets and my dog, she loves it down there too [have got some lanterns if it gets dark i can light down there, but its rather chilly in the eve at present]
so all in all, i dont feel 'too' bad as i type this, i am holding on, i feel 'brighter' that is the important thing, thats what i am holding onto right now.
hopefully not bored you all to tears, but unsure really what to type this eve, funny how you have alot to say, but can not always type it down, sure some of you know where i am coming from.
right, dinner
take care all, may be back to look in later tonight, if not, see you when i see you when this comp returns - as they say.
be kind to one another
snuggle hugs and blessed be xo
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Posted by kentlass on 2007-10-04 10:30:07 | Rating: | Views: 917
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