fighting
this blog may help, may not, but it was introduced to me by a friend who knows how hard and how difficult things are for me. perhaps here, i can just relay my fear, my feelings with no abuse, no...
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kentlass on 2007-09-25 15:53:30 Average Rating:  | Views: 7358 | # Comments: 12 | Tags:
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i felt selfish
i am unused to opening my heart or feelings to people, prefering to keep my problems to myself and just being there for others, i always feel like a burden if i confide in someone when i am feeling...
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kentlass on 2007-09-26 10:27:14 Average Rating:  | Views: 719 | # Comments: 3 | Tags:
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holding back tears
i did okay here yesterday evening, downloaded some pictures after doing my entry and even listened to some of my project playlist, been a long time since listened to music. i then hit a low, a...
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kentlass on 2007-09-27 05:40:55 Average Rating:  | Views: 745 | # Comments: 6 | Tags:
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back
went out, broke down several times in public and i so abhor doing that, most that know me, fine, they understand talk and hug me, others? stand and stare at you, makes you feel a thousand times...
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kentlass on 2007-09-27 09:38:40 Average Rating:  | Views: 347 | # Comments: 3 | Tags:
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touching wood
today has been better for me as in no tears i mean, 'touch wood'. i am grateful for that at least.
just feel flat and uncertain. cant describe it any clearer than that currently....
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kentlass on 2007-09-28 12:43:32 Average Rating:  | Views: 546 | # Comments: 8 | Tags:
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tired out
forgive me if this comes out in my usual, rambling mess. you know, i thought i saw a little glimmer of light which was lifting me abit, then, wham, more comes down on you.
yesterday, like today,...
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kentlass on 2007-09-30 08:17:50 Average Rating:  | Views: 543 | # Comments: 3 | Tags:
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