(Taken from online chatsite, my Homepage, where I have been a paying member several years - some things I have removed/omitted due to nature of the site and strictly over 18 only)

Although I am an open person, I do prefer to be exclusive and fairly private. I'm very funloving, easy going, witty, have a GSoH and, can be mad as a hatter and pretty cheeky (in a teasing, repartee way)
..But, I do have a very much more fragile, vulnerable, shyer, less confident/insecure side to myself.
I sadly suffer very severe chronic depression and can go into sudden life threatening crisis/panic mostly with warning triggers, it is frightening for me. I will try not to burden others, but if I am in need of urgent assistance, an sos text or blank mail is sometimes sent as it can be quicker for myself to do this, or I ring my local samaritans. I usually try and cope alone and isolate myself, as most do not fully understand the highs and lows I contend with daily. Whilst I have my Mother and Dog, I vow to fight as they are both extremely precious to me.
I've had to endure much emotional and physical violence and abuse since birth and have lived in physical pain most of my life.
My Real Time can be demanding, thus please understand if I suddenly vanish or cannot answer immediately.
..please be patient with me..bless you.
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I'm an extremely down to earth soul, an adopted, only child,
living on the outskirts of London - South East.(U.K)
Residing in a nice and mainly friendly Village within Kent.
(although I am a country girl at heart and I miss Cornwall dearly).
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I absolutely adore all aspects of nature and animals and, am an avid dog lover..
The proud owner of a most beautiful, elderly Pedigree, Black Labrador.
I am open minded, trustworthy, loyal and I do wear my heart on my sleeve
I am very aware of my feelings and I am a highly astute and emotionally, truly sensitive, gentle tender caring soul.

The internet is my lifeline and it is a major and serious part of real life in my circumstances. Please don't underestimate or mock that.
Having real time responsibility as a care giver, does help and, is most rewarding.
A true, thoughtful, sentimental, soppy romantic. It's the little things that really mean alot to me.
I adore hugs and touch. A very gentle yet passionate, lustful, spontaneous, sexy, loving and sensual female.
Words and actions speak loud and clear, whether I know you or not, whether you are a friend, a stranger, or a stranger yet to become perhaps a friend.
My word is my bond. I believe in following code of allegiance, honour and conduct. I will only break my word or my silence if my feelings, health and my RT are being compromised and my trust openly abused.

I'm generous of heart, compassionate and have time for people and a friendly and approachable person as I am in RT. Those that have met me and spoken to me know that I am no different here online to what I am in real life.
My 'nick name' in real life is '"Guardian Angel"
Like to have fun and laugh, but a penchant for conversation on a variety of subjects also.
I will stand up for what I believe in - and I'll always use my name, as I have no need or desire to go 'anon' to say anything or opine and state my view.
Aye, I have hidden and not so hidden depths. Although, I'm probably too honest and open for my own good.

I do not like to 'multi-task' as to me, it is the height of rudeness to do so.
With me, what you see is what you get, I do not pretend to be something I am not, either here online, or in RT. ..Only sharing my heart, RT feelings and world with a very select few online.
I have a fiery temper, which is rarely shown and only shown if I am defending my Mum or a friend.

Caring and helping others, and extending my hand to all, being a confidante and never judging peoples choices, are just a few of my traits.
I abhor rudeness, gossip mongers, rumour spreaders, nastiness and verbally spiteful bullies.
Cross me once and I'll forgive, but I'll never forget it.
Nor do I suffer fools gladly...once bitten, twice shy.


O.K, basic, mundane stuff:
Country: Great Britain (U.K Timezone: GMT)
Fav Colour/s: Lilacs, Hot Pinks, Reds, Khaki/Greens, Blues, Beiges.
Fav Flower/s: Rose. Carnation.
Fav Drink/s: Water, Tea, Coffee, Fruit Juice, Guinness, Raspberry Sambuca, Whisky Mac, Malibu, White Wine, Stella, etc
Fav Perfume/s: Secret Wish, Gucci Rush, Ghost, Ghost DeepNight, Tova Nights, CKb, Celebre, UV.
Music: Rock, Pop, Ballards, New Age, Country, Soul, R&B, Dance. (IE: Enya, The Raconteurs, Texas, Alice Cooper, U2, GunsNRoses, Aerosmith, Metallica, Korn, Bon Jovi, UB40, Placebo, Iron Maiden, Luther Vandross, Nickelback, DPurple, TRS, Meatloaf, Simply Red, ACDC, Whitesnake) - plus many others (endless tastes/likes/dislikes)
Misc: I love nature/wildlife and all to do with environment/surroundings. The might and grace of the sea, being my biggest ardour, attraction and first love. So much interests me, extremely diverse.
Sports: Rugby, WWE (TripleH, DX-HHH/HBK, SCold, Y2J) Motorcross, Winter Sports, UCF, Boxing, Extreme Sports, Arsenal-Gunners/England etc
Hobbies: Many things ..Channeling, Sketching/Drawing, DIY, Writing, Poetry, Quizzes, Meditation, Reading (if time allows), Gardening, Walking/Rambles, Helping my Village, Crafts, Cooking, etc
Films: Fact, Horror, Action, War, Western, Sci-Fi, etc
Precious Metal/Jewellery: Gold, Hematite.
Born: March, Aquamarine, Red (Aries-Fire-Mars.)
Status: White, Heterosexual, Divorced, Single. Adopted, Daughter passed.
Eyes: Blue/Teal.
Height: 5'2
Hair: Med long, tousled, natural brunette/ash blonde..but, with blonde hi-lights, sometimes dyed copper, depends on my mood.


One of my Motto's - "Jack of all trades, Master of none"


Karma I truly believe in...You reap what you sow, if you treat bad or do bad, it will come back to you, it will..Tenfold.
Goodness always prevails
Believe it.

Angels feature highly in my heart and mind. Although I admit, I do not personally believe in one 'God'. I would never doubt anothers religion or ethics, it is their choice. I am Pagan.
Have a huge interest in the Spirit/Paranormal realm, I am very open and am susceptible to premonitions, fairly psychic and sense things easily.. both in those living and deceased. soft smile.
I spend alot of time in channel -  'Helping' and 'Guiding' others and I believe unequivocally in absent thought transmission ..It does work and, in many guises, only for good.

Manners mean alot to me, the simple things that dont take effort, 'Please', 'Thank You' and of course, 'Sorry', providing it is said in sincerity.
..Too many seem to omit their manners these days, not correct protocol in my book, politeness towards another should apply. Treat others the same way you'd wish to be treated.
I'm very wary and guarded. I do need to feel secure and reassured, trust does not come easy to me, evenmoreso through the medium of the internet. I seek no sympathy, just acceptance, kindness and gentleness in return.
I am also far more expressive, descriptive and vocal in person than I am in the form of written words, my spelling is sometimes atrocious in this fast paced venue.
I'm very organized, meticulous and, a good stickler for time (I like good time keeping and keepers as I do in RT)

I can not stand blatant liars or those that show cruelness, are thoughtless, manipulative, two-faced, gossips, unkind, or show tactless, vicious, spiteful or malicious behaviour.
I will not stand back and watch others be hurt verbally or otherwise if they have done no wrong, I can not condone bullies and gangs or those that condone watching another being hurt by remaining silent - to me, that is wrong.
..Always think before you speak.
I abhor arrogant, selfish and self centered people.
I do not like people who pretend to care if they truly do not.


Be warned, there are many M/F at known as 'players' who care about no one elses feelings except their own.
I dislike pushy and bolshy people who take advantage of others.
Above all, be watchful, careful and tentive, not all people are what they appear and enjoy seeing others hurt.
I do not go with the herd, I remain myself at all times and as said, the internet is a serious part of life and a lifeline for myself. ..soft smile.
 
Life is short..
embrace everyone around you - kindness and compassion cost nothing,
show it freely and unconditionally.

love & light
Blessed Be.
A xo
  
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