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well i did it. i fell for my best friend. he was so special to me. i could come to him for anything. i told him everything. i mean everything. he sometimes had to dry my tears when others hurt me. but never once was he the cause of them. i realize now i told him too much. leaned on him too much. depended on him too much. see the whole time that i was pouring my heart out telling him how much i "loved" someone else. he was busy loving me. and when he told me his feelings i told him i didn't want to "ruin our friendship". isn't that just the lamest thing? and apparently that broke his heart. well here we are 3 months later and he has a girlfriend. and i am single. i also happen to have realized how stupid i was and realized that i also happen to love him. and i try to make it better, but he's not the same person he was. he's angry and bitter that i hurt him. he reminds me constantly that i broke his heart. and he continuously breaks mine. he's made me cry. so now i have to realize that i not only lost a love that i wanted so bad. but i lost my best friend. and that hurts even worse. |
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Posted by kelseyy210 on 2008-07-22 16:29:54 | Rating: | Views: 63
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Wow, that was Deja Vu for me. My x Bestfriend and I had known eachother since 1st grade. He lived down the street and I dated his bestfriend all through highschool so me and my x bestfriend were always together because he was always with my ex. I leaned on my x bestfriend when my ex hurt me and eventually I broke up with my ex and just started hanging out with my x bestfriend alllll the time. We did EVERYTHING together and we had so much in common.. till that night and just like you I didnt want to "ruin anything". Things were weird at first but we were so close that it didn't ruin our friendship.. he started to get a crush on this girl and I thought, "hey this is my chance to fix everything", so I wrote her letter for him (love, mushy stuff that only a girl would know to say or wish a guy would say but that would never happen) she eventually started to fall for him and they went on dates and got together.. boy was I stupid. He droped me like I was cold ice in his hands, and that was it. He picked her over me and I picked our friendship over him. So who was the stupid one? Me or him?
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Posted by inside_out
on 2008-07-22 16:59:00
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