Just a brief over view of myself.  I am a mother of 3 wonderful (not so well-behaved at times) children, and a poet. I also have a few other side jobs that take me out of the home on a regular basis.  I do a lot of work in the art field, which allows me to set my own hours, and is a wonderful blessing for this point in my life.  It's funny, because most women would think I had everything in a nice cozy little box, just perfect as can be, a beautiful house, a wonderful family, "my playing" as I call it, and getting paid for it, a husband that supports me, and loves me.  Then why do I feel something is missing...not something little and selfish in me...but something big??  It's like I feel God gave me something soooo big, and I'm letting it waste away.  My husband, is here with me in physical form, but doesn't connect to me spiritually, I don't ever feel like he tries to reach my soul and find the real me.  I've guess learned to live with that though. I don't know if a blog is the answer...poetry was the answer for many years, but maybe a new outlet might be the thing for me now.  I feel I don't know what lies ahead for me, I pray God will guide me and maybe writing my thoughts down may just help in the path.