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ofcourse. ofcourse. i met someone. and i like him...a lot. and he likes me...a lot. he makes me happy. we always have fun hanging out and i miss him terribly when im not with him. oh we have our differences but its worth every second just being around him. i think im fallin. but he confuses me. he is makin this hard. the type of messages he will leave me when i am not there just sound a little.....insecure. i wonder if he likes me more than he lets on. bc when im around him i feel like eh yeah sure he likes me, i mean he's dating me right? but when im not around he says and does things that make me think that make me hope he is maybe just maybe fallin for me too. i would love to think my affection isnt all completely one sided. so i guess ill just wait arond and see....maybe he will say those three words soon. but at the same time i hope he doesnt. i dont know that i really want to hear them. i mean i know its been a year since me and *him* but i really love him. still. i realized the other day though that i dont love him the way i use to. i mean he is my best friend and he always will be. and i love him dearly and would do anything for him. but i dont think im in love with him anymore. i dont believe we will be together and get married anymore like he is still tellin me. and worse of all i dont think he is who i want to be with anymore. my new guy is showing me that. makin me think about what life would be like with my new guy instead of the one i held so close to my heart for so many years.....so ofcourse just when things start to look up in my life something has to come along to complicate it....ill keep you posted.
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Posted by keeblerchickie on 2007-12-08 09:50:42 | Rating: | Views: 105
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