So this is sort of a long story. But I'd really appreciate it if you read it, since you already are :D
So I had this two best friends, who lived in a country, far away from me. They lived in Europe actually. These two people meant the world to me. One of them, died suddenly of cancer, about a year ago, and in may of this year the other was hit by a drunk drive, and was killed.

I still haven't gotten over it, and I don't think I will. I told my best friend about it, because I needed someone to talk to, someone to sit with me.

But the worst thing happened.

She didn't believe me. She said it was just "fishy" that she hadn't met them. But I told her "of course you haven't met them, they live in Europe." I just couldn't believe that she didn't trust me.

We're still best friends, and I don't want to lose her, but I feel like I can't tell her anything anymore, because I fear she won't believe me. I don't know what to do.

Do any of you?