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I surrender
It's nights like tonight that make me want to walk slowly wondering where I'm going in my life and why I do the things I do. There is just too many things I could be doing. Why do we love anyway? It's so hard to make things work right. We care and love for each other but where is it going?......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-06 00:02:48 | Rating:

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ugh
i seem to write of love and all the feelings that follow me in my love directions. i dont know why but im not so sure whati should be thinking. you let me sleep on the couch tonight?? what? why would you think of leaving me to watch meaningless tv, come out to check on me hours later and not......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-10 04:22:02 | Rating:

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Help please
If anyone has any in put I'd really love to hear it.. I'm stuck in a place I don't want to be tonight. The man of my dreams came back to me and tonight I was taking care of his drunken night. He and I were in bed and suddenly at 2:30am the female who tried once before rang the doorbell......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-26 06:49:20 | Rating:

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Back in your arms
So were starting again after 4 months apart. We left on terms that were okay other than the pain of you leaving my life and not knowing if you would ever come back. We spent endless days together for 9 months down to the day. Come two days before Christmas my life fell apart. It feels as if......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-21 03:15:55 | Rating:

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Past as it is
I've done a really good job thinking of you less. but in a year we shared many things. Tonight i looked at the pictures i threw in a file on my computer of memories i don't care to erase. I loved you and I can see it in every photo. I know each day we had fights and took pictures. I remember......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-08 06:22:44 | Rating:

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4-way stop
Too many confusing thoughts running through my head and so many possibilities on what I am to do with them. I have four ways to go and there is no such thing as the right answer to it all. Anything I choose or do someone will be let down in someway. I recently have let one man down two hard......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-17 03:16:40 | Rating:

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Melt
So here I am pouring myslef out into words. Letting the lines write themselves as my mind races into a blur. Into the oblivion I fall. Watch as my colors streak down and melt off me as if I were being erased. Hear my song louder each second. Feel my surrender as I lose control. Let me......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-20 01:49:28 | Rating:

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Right now
I know how you feel, but if it were to be i want you to be you, the adventurous you and outgoing outdoorsman like you are. the things you love and are passionate about i need you to hold true to yourself. let me be a part of your life and not your life all together. its so soon for me to move on......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-09 04:17:25 | Rating:

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Rant
I feel empowered. I know I can control you, you make it so easy. You are a shaken bottle waiting to explode. I know I have control over the love of my past. He tells me everyday. He is joining the army and pretends like he's okay. I know him better you know. He acts like it's......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-23 02:43:47 | Rating:

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1/22/08
So my first blog on here and it couldn't have come on a better day. You finally send me the first contact in a month now.. Tail between your legs. You are by far the most cowardly man I've ever met. I thought you were so strong and could be the man I needed. I couldn't have been farther from......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-23 01:34:55 | Rating:

| Views: 62 | Comments: 0 | Tags: First blog

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