One of my best friends is seriously mad at me.
She just keeps yelling at me because I asked this girl if she was starting rumors about my other best friend.
I really want to cry because she keeps calling me immature .
I don't freaking understand how that makes me that way.
It hurts my feelings that she thinks that and the fact that she just yells and yells at me.
It really hurts my feelings, and her words are cutting like a knife.

It's all this drama that's not needed.
I can't even talk because I'm about to break down and cry.
All of this high school, freshman stuff scares me and I don't know what to do.
I'm on the phone with both of my best friends and only them two are talking.

Sometimes life really isn't worth it.
I've been thinking alot lately of taking my life.
I don't want to give up that easy..but I feel like I don't really have a choice.
I mean, I don't want to leave people behind and all that.
I'm just really upset and overwhelmed.

I don't know what to do anymore.