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rule and ruin our lives.

I feel SO bad for T. she really really really likes this guy named A, more than Ive ever seen her like a guy in the 3 1/2 years ive known her. well, you know teenaged girls and their crushes, we like to keep them a secret, idk, its just embarrassing to have everyone know that you are like madly in love with a guy. Well, only her close friends knew, me, B, B, T, M and S. we're all REALLY close friends. Like sisters. So S is friends with A and she apparently says to him... "I know someone who likes you" (idk why she would say that to someone, expecially when T has been her friend longer than mine) and like, he was like... "yeah....T.M." and she was like "how did you know???" and when T found out in language class.....3 hours after this happened....she cried. I took her to the bathroom and talked her through it. I think that any guy who wouldnt wanna date her is an IDIOT! She's gorgous, smart, funny, and just an all around uhmazing person. And Im not just saying that bc she's my biffle. Im saying that cause its true. Seeing her cry like that...idk, got me thinking, why do all teenaged girls (including me) let guys rule and eventually ruin our lives? we fall head over heels for guys we barely know, and rely on our friends to pick up the peices when they break our hearts. Well.....Im sick of it. BUT. as sick of this as I am, I fall victim to boys spell. Like, last year, for the LONGEST time...i was IN LOVE with this guy J, well my other guy friend who ive known literally for 9 years and we've been like siblings...was fooling around with me in the lunch line...like we always do....when he thretens to tell J i like him...thinking he's kidding...."oooohhhhh, im sooo scared" so, trying to be funny, he walks up to J and tells him i liked him. i ran out of the cafatorium and cried my eyes out. i felt like such an ass. i never spoke to J again. and i sat behind or next to him in EVERY class. omfg it was so awkward. i hated that. all my friends really helped me out too, which is what i want to do with T. I hope I can pull it off and be as goof a friend to her as she was to me.