I'm a little sad today
and it isn't because of the gloomy weather
although i like having company when it storms
almost april showers...tomorrow the rain will be more justified
i guess.
but right now i feel sad and i feel like everything is slipping through my fingers
or at least farther through my fingers.
i miss my friends.
i'm sad because some of the friends i had won't ever be my friends again
not because we don't like each other
but because of distance.
i miss people and life.
i want things to be better
and i want to be better
but i can't. i can't figure out how to change
and everything hurts.
i just want a way out
i just want someone to be here.