it's so horrible how friends treat each other
i know that i do it too...
but lately everyone has been ridiculous.
what's the point in hanging out with friends
if all they do is make you feel like an outsider?
if they'd rather spend time alone, then they can spend time alone.
i don't care.
if A. wants to brag about it, and be different and SO annoying around B., then whatever.
she can spend all of her time with B, and not with me.
and i'll start not spending anytime at all with A,
and only spending time with B. when we're alone
so i just don't have to listen to A.'s shit.
because at least B doesn't shove things in your face, as much.
but the truth is...i wish i could get out of here and away from them both.
the beginning of summer was so nicem when it was just B. and me, and then C.
but obviously it wasn't enough for B., and i never am enough for her.
so that's fine, whatever.
they can continue being bffs
and i'll be the back up, but slightly less tolerant of their bull shit.

i'm tired of getting walked on.