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i love how she can spend over $200 to go to nashville
but can't spend like $20 to spend one day with me.
i love how when i lived 45 minutes away and needed a friend she couldn't come see me and i didn't have a car to see her.
i love how she didn't even try to see me when i was in her town.
i love how she could drive like 3 hours away to the tahlequah to lor when she told me the reason she couldn't come see me was because she didn't have any money.
i love how she can go to joplin with kandace and miami with kameron.
i love how she didn't even pretend to care.
i love it so much. i love tha i think of her as my best friend and i'm just someone who has cable and netflix.
i hate her so much right now it isn't even funny.
i think it might be time for this friendship to end.
i'm tired of being the last resort
and i'm tired of pretending like she doesn't hurt me all the time.
i just want to cry and cry and cry.

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