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it's almost worse if you're gonna fake it.
i mean, i'd rather have you be a real bad friend
than a fake good one.
you'd think after like 12 years of friendship
you wouldn't pretend, you would know that i could tell when you are pretending.
i know that you don't care.
we're getting past this stage, now.
as sad as i am about it, i think it's time for us to move on.
it's time for us to let go, and to stop pretending.
part of me wants to just end it for good right now.
the hardest part is not knowing if you care at all.
i know you're faking it now, but i don't know if any of it is real.
maybe if we talked through any medium but text i could tell you're just being spiteful.
go ahead and invite me to one out of five things you do while you're with them everyday
and then tell youself i'm the jerk for not wanting to go, for not wanting to feel like the outsider.
go ahead and pretend like you're the one who cares,
when you never do anything that i want to do.
i can't go on being your back up, your crutch, your buffer when you're tired of only having 2 people around.
i don't know...maybe things will get better before you go,
but if you're leaving early august i don't see us reconciling before then.
and i don't see me wanting to hang out with any of you this coming semester.
it hurts but it's true.
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Posted by katy562 on 2008-07-06 22:48:32 | Rating: | Views: 56
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