is kind of amazing.
only, a lot of people don't see it that way.
but they're insane.
Oklahoma might seem boring, but it's not.
it's full of energry, but a different kind than anywhere else.
and native oklahomans are so different that other people.
Rural oklahomans are genuine. True.......Read More
i just wish i had someone who would listen and who would care.
i hate it here but i can't leave.
i need a job but there really aren't very many places to work.
i need an ally.
i can't even talk to my friends about any of this, no one understands.
i really hate her....Read More
i feel so pathetic.
i feel so sad.
i just want to cry and cry.
i'll always be the one crying.
i need to do something.
i need a job.
i need energy
i need hope
i need love.
i need to stop sitting around wishing for things to change. i'm never going to get what i want if i just......Read More