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ok so my play went amazingly well this weekend and i was extremely happpy the whole time. except for now...im sad! i miss everyone and everything so much already. i got my chance as the lead and i did it and it was great but i want it to go on forever and ever! i never want any of my plays to end...its just not fun having to miss people and not get to see them! grr i hate it...and besides that everything else in my life is super confusing!
ok so the guy i mentioned before...steven wel like we messed around a bit last firday after the basketball game and we decided to keep it just between us cause we both dont want to start shit at school but anways...i have always liked him somewhat...because we have alot in common with our home lives and how we deal with life in general before we messed around we talked for like an hour about everything and then we parked. now he doesnt even hardly talk to me at school and i feel like shit...its like he used me but i guess i just gave into him beacuse of everything goin on in my life i just needed something idk. i tried calling him and left him a voicemail but he never called back...he always gives me that look in the hallway though like heyhun...so im totally confused!!! cause when he does talk to me its totally flirty and nothing else so im lost on the whole thing...all i know is im pretty sure i screwed things over completly by messing aroudn with him and going as far as i did cause idk it just sucks. i think he thinks when i call him i want to hang out like bf gf but thats not the case...i kinda just wanna mess around no strings attached but i will get attached sadly...but for a little bit it would work but i dont think he gets that...idk steven if you see this..i just wanna have fun for now nothing serious...so callme!
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Posted by katielouise on 2008-01-14 14:01:08 | Rating: | Views: 73
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Hey. I know that he is outta ur life now but he sounds like a playa to me i mean sorta that is confusing but i would ditch him which u did i guess anyways just thought i would comment
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Posted by andierox13
on 2008-04-17 20:17:39
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