View Blog    Life... gah im really nervous right now. tonight is the opening night for my play that i am in called "the impossible years" i have the lead part and its at this community theater and im super nervous. last night dress rehersal was ok but it could have been way better...its just the first real big part i have ever had and i dont want to screw it up. to say nothing less my best friend is making me kinda mad...grr girls are dumb!!! its like we always go on this choir trip together for a weekend and have a blast cause we are away from home and idk its just fun and today out of no where she tells the choir teacher she doesnt want to go its kinda aggrivating because like 4 of the other girls dropped out already. but oh well i just dont know wher eher motive came from to not go...probably so she can see ben or adam or cooper or nick...yeah to many boys huh? shes dumb with relationships and stuff like that i just dont know what to do. we have had this trip planned since i dont know....october?? and now she is suddenly not going..its just confusing i hate being ditched for guys cause she knows i would never do that to her...friends mean everything to me but obviously im the only one who thinks that...grr i hate it! we never get to hang out alot cause our parents hate eachother and we get a chance like this and she doesnt "want" to go. most likely she will want me to lie to her parents and say she is going when really she is gonna probably drive to garden city to see adam oh precious freaking adam when she is dating cooper but still loves ben and wants to be with him but also "loves" adam. i think its pretty much impossible to be in love with that many people oh yeah and dont forget nick...the new guy from her work. gah its so stupid...i will always be there for her and they wont...she doesnt get that but oh well im not going to lie for her. if she doesnt want to go then she doesnt want to but im not lying for her to see another guy she doesnt really need in here life..idk its confusing and i have typed alot so i guess i will go but if anyone actually gets this far and reads it...talk to me lol caus eim super bored at school!!!     Posted by katielouise on 2008-01-10 13:43:03 | Rating: | Views: 60     Email This to a Friend Friend's Email *    Friend's Name*    Your Name*    Security code*    Refresh Image                 Print This Blog Post     Bookmark: Delicious  Digg  Reddit  Facebook  StumbleUpon    Permalink:      Blog Comments Nothing found Would you like to comment?     (Maximum characters: 5000)     You have characters left.      Security code:                                                     Refresh Image

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