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The last something that meant anything
Don't you just hate a dramatic turn of events? There I was with a "secret lover"...if you will, and now he's being a fool and hardly speaking. He claims he's still interested, but you can just see he isn't. Here's today's entire conversation. kate says: god we're never......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-01 14:36:51 | Rating:

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Anger is my petrol
I could really smash in certain people's faces right now. Here's what happened last night. Matt was supposed to let me know if I could come over to his place today, but he didn't. He just ignored me. So I started a conversation asking what was happening. He said I couldn't come over, he had......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-03 07:02:15 | Rating:

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Tomorrow.
Tomorrow is my first day of 6th Form. I think it's like college in America. Either way, I'm scared. It's going to be too different, and lots of my friends have left to go to college, so if I see them again it'll be very rare. So I'm scared. I'm scared of the immense pressure, the growing up......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-06 16:26:58 | Rating:

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Second chance
So I had my first day of 6th Form today. And you know what? It felt like I was being given another chance. Another chance to do well in exams, and another chance at trying to live without Matt. By the way we argued last night because I "pissed him off". I KNOW for a fact that I did......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-07 08:13:23 | Rating:

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End of the week..
Ah Friday. Like Saturday, but not as good ;) Hello Friday people! It's been a hellava long week. I think I deserve this evening of slobbing out in front of the tv eating junk... Today was good! Because..I won £5. Yes £5. May seem like little when you think about it, but......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-11 13:49:42 | Rating:

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Can't think of a title
I haven't really posted much lately have I... Anyway. Here's what's happened. I earned a new nickname - Bella - because apparently I'm exactly like Bella Swan. Mmkay. And..that's it. I have nowt else to tell you guys. I've just murdered a few strawberries. Oh holy hell what can I write. Ooh......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-16 14:59:25 | Rating:

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My dream. And why I can't stop thinking about it.
I had a dream last night, and the more I think about it, the more I can't stop. Here's what happened. Matt called me and said that he missed me, and asked me to come over to hang out. I agreed. I started walking to his house. I knew the area that he lived in, and just had to find his house.......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-18 15:22:01 | Rating:

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Kev is the new Matt.
Today, the tables turned. You know how in my current situation, Matt is the evil side, and Kev is the good? Well, no more. I was sat in my room at about 11-12pm tonight, messing around with make up. Then out of the blue, I got a text. From Matt. It said "Hey! How are......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-19 21:59:04 | Rating:

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Why this is the happiest I've been in months
I've just been out. With Matt! Oh no! I hear you say, but it was amazing! I'm sooooo happy! We started by meeting and going to the bench. Ah the bench. We stayed there for a while, chatting, then he bragged my phone and went behind a wall. He wouldn't give it back, even though I kept saying......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-21 15:34:11 | Rating:

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He's a new person
I've been floating around in a little happy bubble all day. My friends twigged, and are now trying to guess what this amazing thing is that made Kate so happy. All I said is that it involves me and a guy...and it was very fun. They all instantly guessed Matt, obviously. And I said no.......Read More