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It's been a while
I haven't written in 8 days. For me, that's not really normal, but let's bring on the excuses. I've been superbly busy; I've had a deadline to get ALL of my coursework for every subject in by. Yesterday. I did get all of my subjects taken care of, except for one. So me and my friend went to out......Read More

Posted on: 2009-04-04 08:09:24 | Rating:

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My life is a song
Wow, I'm living Misery Business by Paramore! Abbi let Matt go, and now I have him right where I want him. "I waited 8 long months, she finally set him free, I told him I couldn't lie, he was the only one for me, 2 weeks and we caught on fire, she's got it out for me......Read More

Posted on: 2009-04-05 21:09:09 | Rating:

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Falling in love all over again.
Me and Matt have been speaking to each other non stop for the past 24 hours. I've officially fallen back in love with him. We went out today and talked for ages. I couldn't stop looking at him. He's just so amazing. I want him so bad. Kate xxxxx ...Read More

Posted on: 2009-04-06 13:18:12 | Rating:

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Needing to write
At the moment I feel as if I have so much on my mind, that I just really want to express. It's Matt related stuff. I'm just loving the little things he's been doing lately, like joking around and then saying "You know I love you really". He probably doesn't know this, but hearing that......Read More

Posted on: 2009-04-06 19:28:21 | Rating:

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SO much has happened!
OK so I haven't written in a while, but with good reason. I've been so busy. Here's what's gone on: Well I think I last wrote Wednesday of last week...On the Thursday, I went shopping in Bristol with Amy. I texted Matt telling him where we were, and from then on we spent the whole time......Read More

Posted on: 2009-04-16 06:16:01 | Rating:

| Views: 45 | Comments: 2 | Tags: love first kiss boys guys girls relationships sex

Please don't take him from me now
Last night I spoke to Matt. He asked for a revealing picture again. I said no. We ended up arguing. I said I had enough problems at the moment. He said I didn't have problems like him, I didn't have problems like going to the doctors and ending up finding out that you have cancer. Cancer.......Read More

Posted on: 2009-04-17 03:26:22 | Rating:

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Still into day 1
It hasn't even been a day since Matt told me he has cancer. It still hasn't sunk in. The last time something like this happened was when he told me he liked me. That was so long ago. Now it seems like all that time we spent together, all those months, are wasted. There won't be many more.......Read More

Posted on: 2009-04-17 09:57:20 | Rating:

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Lies
I haven't written in about a week. I think I wrote either last Saturday or Sunday. Anyway, my life's been on edge since Sunday. Here's why: I was on MSN on my phone. I stayed on the whole of Sunday, because I was tidying my room and I was so bored. Matt was online all day. I spoke to him......Read More

Posted on: 2009-04-26 02:55:21 | Rating:

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Regret? Haha tough shit..
OK so about 20 minutes ago I was sat here shaking to death, because Amy was finally talking to Matt over MSN. He denied the kiss! Pure and simple denial. He said it never happened. Of course it happened! I remember it so well! It was cold and wet and was petrifed that his stubble would......Read More